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Breaking Down

Wed Nov 18, 2009, 6:35 AM
Hey everybody!!!!!

I guess everyone's noticed my abscence here and on FF.net. The reason is ( and I know this is gonna sound so lame ) at the moment is school. My specialisation year is Hell on Earth and I am not kidding in any way. I broke down a week ago and had to be taken to the hospital because I kept getting sick all the time from having so much stress. The doctors have ordered me to try and take it easy from now on.

Easier said then done...

SO with all my work from school piling up by the day I hadn't had the time to draw or write, which saddnes me greatly. Because I love to write and draw that and my publisher is nagging my head of because I haven't finished my second novel yet and it's due to december.

I just so tired of it all, If I could I would take a vacation and relax for a while before going back to work but alas that's not gonna happen. Exams are coming up so I have to study even harder no which will leave me with no time for myself at all.

I have no life anymore!!!! Thanks to that stupid, idiotic, mind-numbing, cheap, good for nothing school that makes everyone's life a big Hell. Already some of my classmates dropped out and got jobs instead. It doesn't help with the fact the teachers are pressuring us to do better, to do more and all the while nagigng about itti bittie mistakes we make. I mean come on, give a girl a break, would ya?

I'm just soooo tired. The moment I get my diploma of my specialisation year I AM going on a three week vacation to Canada and NOBODY is taking that away from me.

Even though I tired of it all there is NO FREAKING WAY, I'm dropping out now. I only have a few more to go until June and Christmas vacation is also coming up, so maybe I'll be able to breathe a bit easier.

But I am goig to to tell you all this. I am NOT dropping out! I am NOT giving up! And I WILL pass at the end of the year and get my well-deserved diploma!

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THere I'm done ranting. Okay now for something different. I am trying to update my stories on FF.net, I'm not abandoning them (NO WAY IN HELL!). I'm also almost finished with some fanart, but I'm not sure if I'm gonna post it.

Okay, so that's about it!

  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: "Cry" Rihanna
  • Reading: Dreams Made Flesh
  • Drinking: Coca Cola

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  • Current Residence: with parents
  • Interests: Anime and manga, reading, writing, drawing, horseback riding
  • Favourite movie: Lord of the Rings
  • Favourite band or musician: Within Temptation
  • Favourite genre of music: gothic rock
  • Favourite style of art: traditional art
  • MP3 player of choice: Packard Bell
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts II
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation 2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kai and Miguel from Beyblade
  • Personal Quote: "There is no Light nor Darkness, only Gray"

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:icontaijiya23:
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:iconblazequeenie:
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Thank you for the watch!
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:iconblazequeenie:
Aaah no problem!!! :hug:

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:iconblazequeenie:
You're welcome! :hug:

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:icondestinykitty:
thank you so much for all the comments *tackle-glomp* :D :glomp:

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